Everything is going wrong, very depressed. help, any recommendations?

Lif is hard and it sometimes is harder than at other's times, but what we have total control over is what choices we make. So go to the doctor and get something like an anti depressant to help you cope and then start dealing with each issue one by one, if you sit and think about everything all at once and all the time, you are always going to feel dispondent and totally overwhelmed, but if you break it all up into bits you can deal with one at a time, then it is fixable.